No matter where you are in the world or where you're going next. You move, and country hop with memories around your neck. A beaded necklace A single bead for everyone you've loved and left. Goodbyes are the moments that everyone dreads. We pour ourselves into others, and then wish for the best. No matter where you are in the world, no matter where you go. You've left behind 'what ifs' and 'why not's' and now you'll never know.
The sun rose and so did she. he weather much better than he rotten mood she was in.
She contemplated getting up, instead she rolled over, shut her eyes and wished that…
…by the next time she awakens; reality would have reformed somehow.
Shades of Strength
After days of being forced to become one with darkness
Returning into the light proves weakening
Fears are empowered by darkness
But I am motivated by light
Let me kill the blindness I carry within
And spread my firefly studded wings
Inner Sight – Insight
Shards of glass spiraling towards me like Shurikens
And now,
Though one eye ceases to see,
More than ever before,
I can see more clearly.
Poetry, maybe?
One day, I encounter a soul unlike mine; a face sent from above with emerald eyes that glow. I found a sweet sense of serenity and a voice so divine. A body that’s perfect when intertwined with mine.________________________________
You meet them, get know them and their little quirks too. Learn to love them, for all the dumb shit they tend to do. You get accustomed to the feelings, the happiness they bring. The joy they cause with as little as nothing. It’s their presence that you long for, to know that they are there.
You’ve felt the butterflies, the joyful cries and for a moment a feeling that you could survive. The little things they say, the way they treat you, that doesn’t change from day to day. How can you want anything less than to be with them?
Well, you cannot want anything of the sort. You are restricted, confined.
You don’t care though, even if you see the words ‘beware ahead’ underlined?
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The Dabbler.
If you do or you don’t, you run the risk of ruining something that is far more broken than you can see. Do you see?
Love? Love. Love!
Those who said that love makes the world go round were not lying. Love comes in many different forms, different levels, intensities; different beings; animals, strangers, lovers, family. Love is such a complex theory combining emotions, thoughts, actions and everything in between.
When we love, we open up, like blossoming flowers.. except it is less about the prettiness and more about the willingness: willingness to grow.. We sacrifice, prioritise, sympathise and cooperate. We forgive, forget, understand and move on.
When you love, you love with yourself, your soul, and your thoughts.
Or at least, that is how I love.
When you live, you live as one with those you love.
Or at least, that is how I live.
You see one another in a light that no one else could understand: a light that you need not want anyone one else to see.
You cannot see your life sans this person and you know that they feel the same. You know that you and those you love share a bond that keeps you close even when you’re apart. You know that in someone you love you’ve got a crime-fighting partner.
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Love is getting mad, but never giving up.
Feeling hurt, but looking around to see the damage we cause ourselves.
Love is feeling, a rush of emotions that surge at points when you see your lover do something in their most natural state and it drives you insane. (The good kind!)
Love is the drive you have towards something you crave.
Love is when you have had enough but stay for more.
Love is the passion that keeps our world rotating.
What is love but a whirlwind of clarity and confusion that shakes your life to the ground and builds it back up in ways unfathomable?
It knocks your life off course and replaces all that it’s taken with more than you may have wished for.
BUT..
Could you be loved by someone who will, in time, love another?
Could you love someone whose love for you will evaporate, and leave you dried out?
Can you savor a love you know will not last? Cherish memories that will become your darkest past?
How can you fall in love with a being, a soul of gold with whom you envision in your future of treasures untold?
Why would you grow with another, make them your ‘other,’ your partner, your lover, if only just to watch them turn their back on you for some f******?
Can we be loved by a love non-existent? I don’t even know where to begin to look for answers.
Who are we really if we are not more than a temporary transition phase?
Let there be ART!
The Dabbler has uploaded a new page..
Would like to invite you to come have a look at the artwork I’ve recently uploaded. Just click the link above and.. Voila!
Welcome Back Note to Self
I was going to write in a book and call it a diary, but remembered that I made this account a while ago (and barely used it,) so here I am, making use of it now. After all, it is a new year, so here is to making another resolution that won’t be kept.
It has been a long day and I am about to sleep. So I’ll make this post a short one.
You’re doing a great job by putting your phone aside, getting your thoughts in line and deciding to do something healthy. Even if you’re the only one who ends up benefiting, don’t give up on yourself!
See you tomorrow!
Queen Of The Night
A flower stays put, naturally fixed in ground.
It grows in its place; it blossoms,
though with every visitor, reconstruction is undergone.
Every visitant leaves an imprint on this bloom,
Every visitant leaves while taking something no longer existent.
A flower needs protection, be it in the wild
or on a cracked window sill in the crowded streets of a mountain village.
This flower needs nurture. This flower needs love.
No flower can be a sight for sore eyes when its stem is weak enough to break.
Don’t pick the little flower, don’t love it enough to let it die.
Keep it where it needs to be, but make the effort and its beauty will amplify.
The rare ones are coveted but its only the lucky few who are found by the kindest souls.
This flower was lucky enough, found by a stranger who saw the beauty in her withering leaves and her curved up stem.
He became the light her soul craved,
the water she soaked up,
the fresh air that sway her to and fro.
He treated her like a “Queen of the Night”,
which she was.
Comfort Zone – Kill It!
This is definitely worth reading.
Sometimes stepping out of one’s comfort zone can amount to a huge phase shift in life, like taking a new job or starting a relationship. Other times the act can be as simple as forgoing a daily routine to do something new and different like socializing with coworkers after hours or finally taking the step to cook more at home.
Whatever the case may be, stepping outside of one’s comfort zone is usually a healthy and rewarding experience. But it is really scary at the same time. Here are a few tips for positive thinking when anxiety and fear hit you.
- Mix – Mix with positive people. Positivity is infectious. So if you want to catch it, spend more time with positive people. Negativity is infectious too, so try to avoid pessimists or wingers.
- Change – Accept Change. Come to terms with the fact that change is a positive thing. Don’t…
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